This is not a book or movie review; I just thought this was an appropriate title.
On this international week of people with a disability, I wanted to pay tribute to those without whom I could not live my awesome independent life; my carers.
Some people might not equate carers with independence. But the way I see it, my carers are there to help me take care of all the small tasks that I canβt do on my own, so that I can get out and get on to all the things that I can or would like to do. Without my carers, I simply would not be able to get out of bed in the morning (literally).
I recognise the many privileges I have with being able to write such a positive article about my carers. Number one, my disability is not so severe that it prevents me from being able to advocate for myself. This means that I have been able to communicate with my carers easily about what I need, plus I have a say in who takes care of me. Iβm also lucky that I get to live at home and that the NDIS allows for us to hire in home care support.
But mostly, Iβm lucky because I have come across some amazing carers in my life who have done more than just their job. They have put a smile on my face, made me feel like a dignified human (extremely important) and some have even been able to become my friends because of how well we relate and get along.
I think there is still a negative stigma surrounding people with carers. The thing is, there are so many reasons why a person might need a carer, and everyone is different. Some need them more often than others. For people like me, a carer is there to help with physical tasks like getting dressed, getting onto the toilet, cooking and tidying up. My carer is not a babysitter β Iβm not a baby, duh.
But Iβve found that some people who have seen me with my carer expect me to be with them all the time and itβs just not the case. I go about my life mostly on my own and a good carer will see that their main priority is to give me as much independence as possible.
My carer is not there for intellectual or emotional support. I go to uni and study on my own, and they are not paid to give me counselling. However, Iβve also found that my best carers are the ones I can trust and talk to the same way you would talk to a friend.
The relationship between a carer and a client is, to me, a very unique one. Unlike a friend, they are there to do some very personal jobs. Things that you would never share, even with your best friend. But unlike a parent, who usually looks after you for free and with unconditional love your whole life, a carer is still being paid to do a job and I believe that if you donβt treat them with as much respect as they do you, you will lose them.
For example; I canβt say f-off to Iva when she wakes me up in the morning like I used to with my dad.
But lucky for me Iβve had such amazing carers who have been so easy to work with and who are really lovely to me. A lot of the time I like spending time with my carers because they are like friends to me.
Take Iva, my most recent addition to my team of carers. Sheβs this lovely lady from the Czech Republic whose been in Australia for about 11 years, I think. Sheβs actually a fashion designer by trade and absolutely stunning. I often wonder what sheβs doing in a job like this. but from the first day I met her, she had the sweetest, most caring personality Iβve ever witnessed. I found her very easy to work with and she never once questioned my intellectual capabilities. Sheβs what I would describe as emotionally intelligent. As an added bonus, Iva and I have so much in common! Weβre both Pisces, we both love the ballet and weβre both into fashion; particularly pretty dresses.
Then thereβs Damalie who I think has all the qualities of a wonderful carer. Sheβs just so incrediblyβ¦ caring. All she wants is to do the best by me, even if it means obsessing over the little things. Sheβs constantly striving to improve even though Iβve told her sheβs got everything down pat (Iβm not a complicated person, really). Damalie is always willing to do as much as she can for me and my family. Sometimes, I leave little jobs for when Damalie comes (like wrapping Christmas presents) because sheβs always willing to help with anything and she does a great job. The great thing about having a carer like Damalie is she helps satisfy the neat freak in me. Sheβll help me tidy and organise anything and do it really well. This might not seem like much, but to someone like me who is on the verge of OCD but canβt reach the clothes I want to sort, this is a BIG deal.
And then of course there is Charlene. The cool, gorgeous, young thing who I just adore. Every night at around 9 or 10pm, Charlene comes to help me get ready for bed and this is when I get to fill my girl in with all the happenings of the day. With Charlene I feel like I can really trust and talk to her about anything. Our age proximity means that we can really relate to each other. We have the same sense of humour. We talk about boys and funny things that have happened to us in our lives. Sheβs also fun to hang out with. I took her to my friendsβ wedding, and she was so cool about it. It was not like having a carer with me, it was like having a friend. And like a true friend, she helped carry my nasty-drunk-self back to the car. Bless her soul. Charlene is also one of the wisest people Iβve met. She gives great advice when needed and we often have really deep conversations about life, our hopes and dreams for the future. Funny though, our deep conversations always happen in the bathroom. Sometimes weβll be in there for an hour just talking without realising that she was supposed to leave 5 minutes ago. Charlene always hugs me goodnight and finishes my day with a smile.
Damalie, Charlene… oh and don’t forget Romeo. he’s always there to help too!
There are so many carers past and present, who have absolutely changed or had a huge impact on my life. I am eternally grateful to anyone who has ever looked after me. I might not be the most difficult client in the scheme of things, but caring is tiring just the same. Everyone has been so kind and patient with me and I really donβt know what Iβd do without you all.
Well actually I doβ¦ Iβd still be in bed right now.
You’re the best thing that has happened to me this year. You’re such an amazing soul..bless you